Pretend-a-friends!

I am soo tired of fake people! As I have said I would MUCH rather have NO friends at all than fake friends that are only there when it's good for them. I have no patience for it and will not tolerate it. I guess I got spoiled with my military ladies!!! I am tired of people being two-faced and completely fake. If you have something to say then say it!!! You don't need to lie and go behind other's backs and talk shit then act completely different to their face. I am also tired of people just assuming stuff is about them and gettin all pissy about it. If I have something to say to you I will say it. Trust Me! But none of it matters now. I am moving on and enjoying my REAL friends that I know will be there for me!

Life as of lately...

Well, I haven't blogged in about 6 months. Life has been busy! We have moved twice. Dick got Lyme Disease. The boys have had summer vacation and been back in school. Life has been crazy!!! But it always is. I left off on a pretty sad not so thought I would update on that too. I am FINALLY happy again. Me & Dick aren't really fighting. We still argue but we haven't had any big fights in a long time. We are gettin along pretty well. We moved to C-ville and have a house of our own again. That makes a HUGE difference. Harley is in 1st grade this year. I can NOT believe how fast they grow up. Nathan is back in Pre-K but is rockin it this year! After gettin his report card and comparing it to last years I have decided that keepin him in Pre-K was the BEST choice for him. The holidays are comin up and I am stoked! Oh & I am on a diet. I have lost 30 pounds so far and feel GREAT! I still slip up but it's a life style change not just a diet. All in all life is lookin up and I am HAPPY! :)

Is This It?

Well I have been thinking about my life ALOT today! I have come to the realization that I'm just NOT happy. I am content but not truly happy. I havent been truly happy in a long time. I have changed alot of stuff and things have gotten better but nope still not happy. I am not one of those people that think I have to have this or do that to be happy, but something just isnt right. I dont think its my job, love it! Not my kids either, LOVE THEM! Maybe my marriage? I'm thinkin that might be it. Seems more like room mates than a marriage. And I HATE that. We have only been back together for 2 months. But those 6 months apart did a number on us. And we have been apart before but never seperated. I hope we can get past this. But I also know I dont want my old life back. I want a new better life. A happy life without all the fighting. I am done fighting. It gets me no where.

My Poor Nay-Nay

Well Friday morning at 5 AM Nathan woke up throwing up... in my bed. NOT a fun thing to wake up to. I got him up, cleaned up, clean jammies and on the couch with a movie and a trash can. Then got to work cleaning up the mess. Luckily, my poor lil man only got "sick" one more time Friday morning. But ever since he has had a low grade fever. 101 - 102 fever. And complaining of his head hurting. I made him a Dr. Appt today at UPC with his Dr. (Dr. Price... WE LOVE HIM!) Thankfully we were only there 30 minutes because Nathan had slept all day and just had Tylenol so he was literally running around like a crazy man. Turns out he has an Ear Infection. His FIRST one EVER. Harley has only ever had one in his entire life too. I guess I'm lucky. So now he is taking icky meds but should be better in a couple of days. THANK GOODNESS! Although today he did tell me "I like being sick. I dont have to go to school" Lil stinker. I guess he likes bein home with Momma all day. I have to say I am missing the days of being a SAHM and having my boys with me all day.

WHAT THE?!?!?

Okay I just watched The Messenger with Ben Foster and Woody Harrelson.

It was by far one of the WORST movies I have ever seen. I wasted 2 hours of my life that I will never get back. Ben Foster's character Staff Sergeant Montgomery was beyond creepy. It portrayed soldiers horribly and the uniforms were ALL screwed up! The description says it is about Foster and Harrelson's relationship but that is so far off. Its basically about him stalking a widow that he informed of her husband's death in Iraq. Like I said CREEPY! Non military related people need to quit trying to make military movies. THEY SUCK! Well for the most part. I have seen a couple good movies and one good show. On Netflix I rated it 1 star. I would have rated it 0 if it was possible. SO NOT WORTH WATCHING!!!

The bearded lady...

Well as some of you know I work at Dressbarn.

I have been there for almost a year (March 8th) and I LOVE it. However we get some very odd customers at times. Well last week I was working on the misses side and my boss went to do a conference call so I was helping some of her woman's customers as well. I see a couple of her ladies standing @ the register ready to go so I go up to check them out. Lo and behold it was the bearded lady! And her boobs were LITERALLY down to her waist. Now I KNOW I should not judge others but REALLY? You can buy facial wax at Walmart for like 5 dollars and their bras are decent and relatively inexpensive. She obviously could get that since she was in our store buying name brand clothes. I was SHOCKED. It was one of those situations where it is REALLY hard not to stare but you know you shouldnt. I just kept looking at my screen on the register so I didnt have to look at her. Hope she didnt think I was rude. But hey better to look away than stare right? So moral of the story ladies... If you have a beard... get it waxed! And if you have saggy boobs... please wear a good bra or a bra period... It was kinda hard to tell... ICK!

A man in uniform? I think so!

Well, Dick rejoined the Army. Just the reserves but it got his foot back in the door. Today he went to meet his unit and check in so we can start gettin that money!!! Yesterday we went over to his house to pack and clean some more and got all of his uniforms together. His recruiter said he'd look really "high speed" if he showed up in uniform since he is pryor service. So he did. And damn have I missed seein him like that!

I didnt realize I had missed it til he got all ready. I mean yeah he looks damn good in a suit too...

But there is just something about a man in uniform. You just can't beat it.

Oh what shall I do?

All 3 boys are gone workin on the Bug so I actually have the house to myself... HAPPY DANCE!!! This hasn't happened in a LONG time. Too bad most of this evening will be spent doing homework and cleaning. But at least it will be in peace. Then tomorrow more cleaning and packing @ Dick's old house. Gotta be out THIS week... AHHH!!! How did the end of the month sneak up on us like this? So we will be over there MOST of tomorrow and hopefully get alot done. And we will also have a lot of funiture and electronics for sale for cheap and some free stuff that we just don't feel like haulin off. BUSY BUSY WEEK!!! But for now I am off to enjoy this nice quiet house...

Yet another busy day...

Today was CRAZY busy! And here I am thinkin Im gonna have a calm weekend? Of course not. Gotta get Dick packed and moved so we can quit payin 2 rents. Plus all the cleaning that needs to be done over there. Single boys clean? YEAH RIGHT! But thats okay. I dont mind doin it. It just means my family is back together.

Now I have someone to goof off with constantly since my other favorite (adult) person is always too busy for me now. But thas okay I know she's gotta do what she's gotta do and hell, its good money!

So now I guess its time to get back to my lil men. Time to put them to bed and clean up my own house. Then I think Ima crash. My bed it looking very good right about now.

Life is Changin again...

Well Dick joined the Army again. For now he is just in the Reserves so for now we are stayin put. We always thought that military life was so hard and that we were so broke! NOPE! We had no CLUE what broke was. We just didnt know how to budget. I am hoping now that we do things will be easier. Gotta get our finances back in order and our credit back up but I think we are on the right track. We are hoping that after he gets his E-5 he will be able to go back active and we will be back into full time Army Life again. I NEVER thought I'd miss it but I do. I think mostly I miss my friends. They are more like family and I havent had a friend like that since we got out. No one can understand the military friendships unless you live it. And I MISS MY MILITARY GIRLS!!!

I'm FINALLY getting my life back!

Well, my life has been crazy lately! I have been going through a divorce but that has been dropped. So now I am back with my husband. My kids both started school this year and so did I. It feels GREAT to be going to college. I am going to be a Paralegal and so far I am really enjoying it. I do miss being a stay at home mom though. I really hope I can be one again. I have started to manage my time better and it really looks like things are starting to look up. Knock on Wood.